Kaos reflects on the big match!  Breaking down the 4th wall giving you an insight of the pressures leading up to the his match vs B-Boy at the AWS / Santino Bros joint show.

“It’s been a crazy weekend with the HUGE joint show with #AWS, The Lucha Punk Art Gallery Circus …………… My heads still spinnning, my ear’s still ringing and there still alot of work to do. But I wanted to make sure to give a HUGE THANK YOU to my good friend B-Boy……….

I got a tremendous amount of Positive feedback from my match this past Friday vs B-Boy. I wanted to give you guys some insight on how it all went down and give a shout out to B-boy as well.

Several weeks back when the joint show was announced, Benny Cuntapay reached out and asked me to wrestle him in the main event. Originally, I quickly declined. I told Benny I don’t got it no more and feel I can’t give you a good match and thought he could have a better match with one of my students. I had only wrestled B-Boy once back in 2005 for CZW and my performance was terrible. ( My short CZW run was forgettable – I was really messed up with drugs back then and know I really cheated my peers & fans. ) That match has really hung over my head for almost a decade now. I don’t think about it everyday or anything and for the most part it’s in the past – but it’s still lingers in the back of my mind. This was the same year that I got a “DON’T COME BACK CHANT” – You get humble real quick when 800 fans tell you their negative feelings toward you in a united chant.

I had those thoughts running thru my head and knew I didn’t want to wrestle B-Boy, yet alone go on last. My guys know if I do wrestle I love to go on first. Get in, get it done and get out. But if anyone knows B-Boy, they know he doesnt take no for an answer. He told me his feelings and said “lets just push each other… and i’m sure we can do it man. We will do it together.” Sometimes I don’t know where I stand with my peers, I sometimes feel alone on this journey. I don’t get support from the dudes I look up to. I get shit on and it sucks. But when Benny told me he would help me it really meant alot and I decided to take the match. I did’nt take it lightly either as I began training with Brian Kendrick and Los Luchas to prepare for it. ( I did’nt want a repeat of ’05) As the match grew closer I dreaded the day. It’s hard enough to wrestle in the main event, but I also had half a show to run so I knew it would be an intense day.

The match turned out great, the energy in the building was incredible. B-Boy got the best of me but I can’t help but feeling like I won because I conquered a few demons that night.

I’ve never had this much positive feed back from my friends and fans and I appreciate it. I gotta give my love and respect to B-Boy. He pushed me to be my best and brought the greatest out of me. I can never repay that. Thank you Benny.”

Photo Courtesy of Chad Simplicio